sleep

hopefully sleep will come soon to me... going to listening to 300 soundtrack to go to sleep...

Love

faint darkness turns to sunlight
as the crisp sun rises over the sky
turning the whole world
into a purplish pinkish
the kind of color
you see in your dreams
but you know your awake
as you hear the birds
and can taste the dew
of the morning

it's that kind of day
that seems to make it all worth while of living
living the dream
and forgetting the ghost of the past

the knife
you see the blade so shiny
crisp to the feel as the dew on your feet
you look at the sky wave the knife around
and life is no more
in a dream it was a word
and it ment everything....

Dreaming of Nothing

The lights flicker on and off
thats when I know he will come
thats when I know
the bad men have arrived
to take your souls
and to steal the night
its in you
its in me
everything we touch
glows red
red of blood
blood of a passing
into the night from the living
to the dead
we roam the earth
of broken souls
for the bad men have taken us
to the dreaming
Of nothing...

Can't sleep

Sitting here at my computer its 5:27am have to be at work at 4pm and can't sleep. Got off of work at 10pm yesterday and cant sleep my mind has to many thoughts in it.. and not even tired at all took my medication to, that usually really tired..But tomorrow at work i know i will be tired and really can't offered to be late to work at all.. or will have to find a new job that weighs on my mind alot thats all i think about. So I try even harder to be a good employee and do a even better job.

Nevermore

Tragic heart's in a life of no understanding
for love doesn't live here anymore
its for the world to see
of whats gone wrong
when we run away
hide under the weeping willow tree

tragic soul of a life gone by
here for you and me
we see the tragic of our lives
by the fallen tree
take a needle prick the skin
for this will be
nevermore...

Tear into you with the flesh of my fangs
broken skin laying all around me
the broken skin of a liar
you said forever you said forever
i scream and run to you
nothing is forever you say
so i go on and on

make a new life
but your shadow is still there
cant shake you
cant get over you

love has died in my soul no trust for no one
nothing for no one
shadow is there in my head of you
in my heart of you
in my vision of you

love is not forever
you were never forever

and so it seems
i am alone....

The Ghost

Touching your pale skin in the moonlight
I turn you over to look at you in the light
to only see a ghost of a memory
to the past that is long gone

the world seems as if i am a shadow
that i do not belong
only your ghost
only your silent memory
will awaken me

awaken in your darkest deepest dreams
I am the ghost your the soul to be awaken
from a long journey of dreams
and visions
from a long
awaken
you
have finally
come to me

your the master i am the slave
your the soul
i am your ghost
i hide in the night
thats all i am
a distant memory
of a faraway
place time and searching

the ghost of you
nevermore for there is one
to be me